Steven Peaple

Reply to A Prayer in Misc JoeUser Forums

I don't worry. And I'm always asking. Hehee! Aren't we all? Thank you for your response!

Reply to My Older Sister in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thank you Tova for the responce! Part of writing the blog was hopeing to get it out there so that I can work up the courage to tell her. I hope to some day soon.

My Older Sister in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

My older sister....... what can I say other than perfect. But, let me give her a name first. Let's go with something beautiful and educated, let's go with Sam. Short for Samantha. And no that's not her real name. She knows who she is. To tell you about her I have to tell you about me. Like all complicated relationships. I am jealous, envious, and a coward. Sam (

A Prayer in Misc JoeUser Forums

God, Save me! From myself. From bad taste and men. God, Save me! From my really bad poetry and self defeat. God, Save me! From faith, from no faith. God, Save me! From awful music and too much perfume. God, Save me! From stupid people and not enough love. God, Save me! From curiousity and drunken stupors. God

Reply to Late Night Thoughts in Misc JoeUser Forums

Even though it was reflective I found it rather difficult to try to explain or "put down" exactly what I was thinking. Did you have that problem???

Reply to Hysterectomy, One Year Later, in Misc JoeUser Forums

Thank you Polly for that insight. It's wonderful to hear from someone. I'm never worried about God, just his followers. God and I have an interesting relationship, to say the least. Don't worry about us, We're square. (For now.) We tend to argue these days but he always wins. But that will never stop the argueing. It's just my way. Again thank you for the insight.

Reply to Late Night Thoughts in Misc JoeUser Forums

Easier than explaining the whole story.

Hysterectomy, One Year Later, in Misc JoeUser Forums

Like the title said, I had a hysterectomy one year ago. At the age of 23 I gave up any chance of having another child instead of trying to fight the cancer that was in my body bit by bit. Today is a mile stone in my life. There's really no way to explain what I am feeling. It was my choice. I could have chosen to try to fight little by little and mabey one day be able

Late Night Thoughts in Misc JoeUser Forums

Like the title says, it's late night and I'm on one of my insomnia trips. YAY! Once again staying awake for no good reason trying to figure out what I'm suppost to be awake for, there's always a reason with me. These are the days I look back at my life and things that I have done and what's going on and try to learn and grow. Being about to turn 25 you'd think t

Lover's Wheels in Misc JoeUser Forums

Lover's wheels, Turning in an endless bliss. Seduction, What an easy game to play. Always looking for someone to take over the game. Or get taken in. On your toes or back, it's all the same. More fun to playwith lover's wheels. Turning in an endless bliss. High heels, High skirts. All these come off together. In a game of lover'

Ironically Your's in Misc JoeUser Forums

Purple flames lick their lips, Bringing my dreams another flare. Streaming into my emotion like a rolling ocean. Remember my innocence??? I CAN'T! Throw the world a fucking bone and show yourself. Bleed not on the carpet of my soul and clean your room. My brain bitches in silent wondering. Confusing only me. A Godess appears

Takeing What??? in Misc JoeUser Forums

So broken this time, So twisted around. The barbed wire of responcibility. "Stand up!" They say. "Take it like a man!" Baby, No more tears, Forget. Your pain, your death, continue happy. Have some nightmares, Wake up perky. Betty fucking crocker couldn't be so good. Blindly stumble through, Your soul finding all the problems.<B

Being The Best Isn't All It's Cracked Up To Be!!! in Misc JoeUser Forums

I am on my way to becoming one of the best tattoo artists in the world. I know this because I won't give up until I am. Simple fact is I am already one of the best apperentices in the business. One of the best my Teacher has ever seen. He's been doing this for 25 years and I'm one of the top three. He doesn't look at it like first,second, third, either, he looks at i

Reply to Tattoo Anyone???? in Misc JoeUser Forums

The artist that I apperentice under is named Chu Cho or Chewy. He's tattooed all over the nation. He's been tattooing for 25 years and has been in Skin and Ink magazine tons and tons. Too many to count. I myself have only done one tattoo so far but I have only been apperenticeing for two months, about. Once I have more work to show I will definately have pics to show. The tattoo that I did was on myself, my thigh. It's of a cross with a bann

Tattoo Anyone???? in Misc JoeUser Forums

Well, after years of trying I'm studying to become a tattoo artist under one of the best in the nation. YAY!!! Woo hoo! *doing the happy dance* I'm happy!! More happy than words can say. But wait, OH MY GOD!!!!! NOT THAT! Reality check! *BLAM* Okay now I have to pay out 5000 and spend every wakeing moment studying with no way to make any more money to stay alive. DAMN

Doing Better in Misc JoeUser Forums

Well, One more day down another million or so to go. I've been much better even though I had another smaller break down yesterday. But I managed to make my way through it without too much trouble. Thank God! I have so many thoughts and feeling s in my body and I'm not sure how to put them down. They all want to come out at once and if i tried it'd prolly come out

I Used To Have Issues in Misc JoeUser Forums

This last Sunday I had what I would consider to be a full on emotional break down. I know not what was the actual cause of it and I know not why it happend. I do know that all of a sudden I couldn't think, couldn't breath, I was spastic and aggresive. There's no way to really explain what I was going through that night. I woke up the next day feeling hollow. I cal

KAYSAR IS BACK!!!!! YAY!!! in TV Shows JoeUser Forums

One of my Favorite things to do three times a week is go over to my Mom's and watch Big Brother. My family gets pretty into whatever we're watching. We clap and shout, groan and cry. Yea, we're weird. We've been keeping really close tabs on this years Big Brother. When Kaysar, our favorite character, was voted off we were heart broken. Then we heard last week he

Reply to Kinda Confused On This in Parenting JoeUser Forums

Now that the question of my husband is answered. Yes my son is being home schooled, yes I did go through two years of college, and my spelling sucks and no I am not his teacher. His Grandmother is. She has a degree. We (my son and I) do work books while he is with me. None of what I have said is a lie. Hate to disappoint. If you choose not to believe me that's your chioce. Can't change that. I have done many things and had many horrible things hap

Reply to Kinda Confused On This in Parenting JoeUser Forums

Just to answer the question over my husband. 124th infintry in the 25th bragade. 92 yankee. I hope that answers that and if you all would pass that on. Thanks!

Reply to Kinda Confused On This in Parenting JoeUser Forums

Little Whip, You're right you didn't really attack him and I'm sorry for saying you did. But I have a question for you, do you have no life that you have to go around and just put people you don't know down???? You're always on different peoples sites trashing them. Always. Can't you build up even a little bit???? Are you that bitter and sad? The things I have said about my son were out of love and humor. Not out of spite like everyth

Kinda Confused On This in Parenting JoeUser Forums

Every morning it's the same thing. Looking for what my kid did wrong in the time it takes for me to wake up. Not that I sleep in until noon or anything. Most days not even an hour after he gets up. He knows the rules and will tell them to you. But every morning, even if I have only been sleeping ten minutes passed what he did. There's something that he has gotten

Just Some Thoughts in Misc JoeUser Forums

My son is sleeping in the other room, quietly and beautifully. I'm re reading things I have put up on my blog and kinda hanging out enjoying the few minutes of quiet. Re-hashing my past and my anger twords my Father. My relationship with my husband and boyfriend. Just thinking and wondering. I know that my life style and the things I do don't rate high with most

Reply to Not Feeling Good! in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

I got cancer from the growing cells of the children in my womb and yes I quit smokeing. I made it through 2 years of college if my schooling is in question.

Reply to Not Feeling Good! in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

I know what you're trying to say Tex and yes you're absolutely right. I should quit. I am currently considering it seriously. You'r first comment made me laugh and I respect that. Thank you for the laugh at least.