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Reply to Kings Ball Pictures in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Thank you. I wish I could say that I had fun, but going out without Melisa is probably the hardest thing for me.

Kings Ball Pictures in Blogging JoeUser Forums

If Missy didn't hoe me out and reneg on her invitation to go to the Halloween party in Traverse City, I would have pictures from that. Instead I have this picture from the Kings Ball. This is me and my sister. <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v691/mart

Reply to Unwanted in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I really really really want to die. I am tired of feeling this way.

Reply to The Deadliest SIN. in Politics JoeUser Forums

That is the subject you have in the title. I read the article, and found it had nothing to do with deadly sins. The article seems a little off the deep end for me, so I wasn't going to comment on the contents since I don't want to insult you and I just am not in the mood to get into an argument right now.

Reply to The Deadliest SIN. in Politics JoeUser Forums

I think that the deadliest sins are murder and suicide.

Reply to My Student Of The Month in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

What is a "plastic"? I know what a prep is, although we didn't have them in my school. My school didn't have the big "cliques" that Missy said were in her school. Yeah, different people had their own set of friends, but they weren't really seperated by what type of people they were. Plus i was friends with nearly everyone, so I wouldn't have fit into any particular clique. Anyway, I still want to know, what is a "plastic"?

Unwanted in Blogging JoeUser Forums

For some reason, everytime I go spend time with Melisa I want to commit suicide afterward. I guess it is the fact that she doesn't love me and she makes sure that I know that. I can't go out and find someone else who does love me, so I am trapped feeling unwanted.

Reply to Music Review: Aerosmith "Angel" in Music JoeUser Forums

It is amazing how much I feel the same way as Mr. Tyler.

Lonely in Blogging JoeUser Forums

It is tough for me to keep on the course. I am so lonely and unhappy, and sometimes I just want to go out and find a new girlfriend so that I won't feel that way. I know that is the wrong thing to do, but sometimes it is hard to do the right thing. I always say that I hope things work out soon, and this is the reason. I don't know what will happen, but sometimes t

Reply to Bits and pieces in Misc JoeUser Forums

Anyway, I am sure that you do deserve the appointment. I hope that you really enjoy this new job.

Reply to Bits and pieces in Misc JoeUser Forums

I know what you mean by always being self depreciating. (That probably doesn't make any sense, but I don't feel like rewriting the first sentence to something easier to comprehend) I have always been like that, and when I do start to think highly of myself for anything, I feel like crap. I really wish that I didn't denigrate my ex-girlfriend for the way she treated me. It just isn't really who I am. I let her friend get me into putting her down si

Reply to Watching Internet Bullies self-destruct. in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I have to say that I don't agree with your article. It is funny that I have the same view of people from the right side of the political spectrum as you have for the left. The truth is probably that both sides are like that, namely because any person who spent the time to rationally think out what is needed would likely stay away from either extreme and settle somewhere in the middle.

Reply to I'm honored to be asked. in Misc JoeUser Forums

That is very cool. I am glad that you realy enjoy your work. I should introduce you to Antonette, I think that the two of you would really get along.

My Celebrity Look-a-likes in Blogging JoeUser Forums

The Val Kilmer one seems to look the most like my picture.<!

Reply to Why the avatar? in Blog Communities JoeUser Forums

Mine is an old picture of me. I guess it is so that the messages are more personal with an actual picture of myself showing. I like talking in person the best, but this is a way to personalize writing in a blog, I guess.

Reply to Attack of the kids in Blogging JoeUser Forums

That's Missy(27), Lukas(5), Ashliegh(3), and Grace(1).

Reply to Rush, you're a tosser in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Like Rush, Dislike him, or even enjoy a nice white-hot hatred for him, but whichever you chose base it on facts about him and not the dishonest spin of his detractors. I don't like him because of his own dishonest spin of nearly everything. He is such a hypocrit whenever he makes statements like this,

Reply to Rush, you're a tosser in Current Events JoeUser Forums

My grandfather died of Parkinsons, and he was far worse than Micheal J Fox. Rush Limbaugh is an arrogant idiot, and always has been. He can't seem to open his mouth without inserting his foot, and everytime he gets on the national stage where people other than his fans listen, (like when he was did a stint on Sunday night football) he shows people just how stupid he is. I guess he has never heard the old adage, "It is better to remain silent and hav

Reply to Shared journalling and how it's helped us. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Maybe something like that could work between us. Of course we would need to get back together first. We didn't bicker and fight, we just didn't talk. I tried early, but she couldn't handle talking about difficult things, so we eventually stopped completely. But if we got into a routine, maybe it would be easier.

Reply to Sorry in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I have already converted all of the messages. Thank you for listening to all my meaningless rants, and I apologize for submitting all of you to my pathetic life.

Reply to Sorry in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Thank you.

Sorry in Blogging JoeUser Forums

After talking with a friend of mine I have taken down all of the things I had written here. What I did was the wrong way of going about things. I didn't have anyone who had time to talk to me, so I wrote everything down here. I did so out of necessity, but now that I have someone to talk to, I can see how wrong it is for me to write the things I have here. I will

Letter to Melisa in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Missy told me yesterday that she is reading this, which pretty much takes away the purpose of writing it. But anyway, we were supposed to go out this weekend to a party, and now she doesn't want me to go. I am going. I turned down going to the Kings Ball, and other things for a couple of other people that I promised that I would do for them earlier when she asked m

Shock in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I think that I am through the shock of Melisa leaving. I started in denial, then I was sad, then I got angry, and now I think I accept it. I don't feel good about it, and I still feel an emptiness inside, but I don't think that is going to go away.