I AM SORRY THAT IT DEPRESSES U IT IS JUST MY PERSPECTIVE OF MY LIFE EXPERIENCE WHILE THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX CHAP. GUESS IT IS MORE UPLIFTING TO HEAR ABOUT ALL THE WARS AND CIVIL UNJUSTICE GOING ON IN THE WORLD
I THOUGHT A BLOG WAS FOR ALL PEOPLE TO EXPRESS THEIR SELFS AND AND THE REFERENCE TO DEPRESSION IS NOT THE SADNESS BUT THE LASTING MARK OF LIFE EXPERIENCES I AM NOT A SUICIDE CASE QUITE THE OPPOSITE.
THANK U LEXIE I AM PLEASED THAT U ENJOYED IT.
MY COCOON OH GOD HOW THIS TRANSFORMATION THAT HAS POSSESSED MY EVERY BEING- OH LORD THIS SIGHT GIVEN BY THESE BLACKENED EYES OF VOID AND DARK- THESE BONES SWOLLEN WITH THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT AND DYING SCREAMS- ENWRAPPED IN THIS PUTRID COCOON WAITING FOR THE EVIL TO RIP IT APART- OH GOD THIS PAINFUL THIRST HAS OVERCOME MY CONSCIENCE BEGGING TO KILL- RAVISHING MY VERY SOUL WITH A THIRST FOR THOSE SI
THESE DAYS IN THIS TIME WHEN PAIN FINDS COMFORT IN ALL IT'S DESIRED LAND- MAN HAS FALLEN TO HIS KNEES TO BEG FOR PAIN TO TAKE HIS HAND- IN THESE DAYS OF BLACKENED SIN LOVE HAS DROWNED FROM HATRED'S GIFT- LOVE, PAIN, DESIRE THE SAME BLACKENED, DROWNING, BEGGING FOR THE UNFORGIVING AND INSANE- RR
DARKNESS THE DARKNESS ROLLS OVER THE VALLEY FILLING THE AIR WITH STINCH, SUFFICATING LIFE AND SWALLOWING LIGHT UNTIL IT FILLS THE AIR WITH COLD AND LONELY PAIN OH THIS TORMENT HOW CAN IT GO OWN.......- RR
TIES THAT BIND OH SURRENDER UNTO THOSE WHO HOLD THE KEY THAT CHAINS YOUR SOUL TO THIS INFERNAL EXISTENCE- GIVE FORTH THE PAIN AND SORROW THAT REEKS THIS HAVOC AND MAYHEM AS GIFTS OF TORMENT SO EXQUISIT- FOLLOW THOSE VOICES TRAPPED WITHIN THY MORTAL SHELL WHICH HAVE LOST HOPE FOR LOST GREIF- FORGIVING NOT THE SOULS PAIN AND INFERNAL DEATH BROUGHT BY
MIDNIGHT THE MIDNIGHT, SUCH COMFORT THAT COMES WITH THEE; THAT BEAUTY ENVELOPING, CLEANSING THE BURNING HEAT; SECURELY NESTLED, OH SUCH EXQUISITLY THOSE WINGS; FROM DARKNESS AND NOTHINGNESS SO SWEET; AH THAT MIDNIGHT, HOW GREAT THE MISERY WITHIN; NESTLED AND PROTECTED FROM A VOIDLESS SIN; SO SWEET, SEDUCING, THE TOUCH AND FEEL OF EMPTINESS WITHIN; OH SWEET MIDNIGHT HOW WARM YOUR TOUCH,<B
NOTHINGNESS NOTHINGNESS SWALLOWS THE BLINDING LIGHT OF LOST INNOCENCE- DEVOURING THE VERY ESSENCE OF TIMES PAST, FUTURE, AND FORGOTTEN- FEEDING ON THE WASTED LIFE OF EXPEIREMENTS OF TOTAL BLISS- ABSORBED INTO NIGHT ETERNAL NO LONGER TO BE TANGABLE OR BECKONED- LIFEFORCES SWALLOWED WITHOUT A THOUGHT JUST MOMENTS OF TAKING- LEAVING AN ABYSS OF CHAOS TO BE MOURNED, FOREVER A DREAM- RIPPED FROM BEI
INSANITY'S END WANDERING THROUGH THESE STREETS OF HELL AWAKE ALL NIGHT JUST TO SMELL THE SIN CHASING SHADOWS THAT CANNOT FEEL TRAVELING THROUGH THIS DISEASE I'M IN KNOWING THESE EVIL WAYS LOCKED IN ME CARRY ME BELOW THE DARK TO ENDLESS DREAM NOTHING HELPS NOR CAN THINK TO SEE ME LOCKED WITHIN THIS NUMBING , ENDLESS DREAM CRADLED IN MY OWN MIND LONGING TO LET GO DEAF FROM FEAR THAT THIS IS WHAT I'M BECOMING
TRANSFORMATION FOLLOWING THAT ENDLESS PATH TO DARKS DESTINY AND PAIN- FLOWING IN AGONY, TWISTING IN SORROW, ALL THE SAME- ENDLESS VOIDS SWOLLOWING ALL KNOWLEDGE OF SIGHT AND SOUND- CRUSHING WITH A FEAR THAT CAN NIETHER DIE NOR DROWN- RR
THIS IS JUST A PLACE FOR ME TO SHOW AND SHARE SOME OF MY POETRY THAT I HAVE WRITTEN . THIS IS NOT YOUR ROSES ARE READ SORT OF STUFF IT GOES DEEPER INTO THE DARKEST RECESSES OF THE MIND AND SOUL SOMETIMES TO BLACKENED HARMONIC AND TRANQUIL AREAS WITH IN THE REALMS OF CHAOS. WELCOME AND I HOPE U ENJOY!
JoeUser Forums