Internal Drama

External Drama

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So I feel like I should def. get laid soon... lol... But im serious everyone is doing it... Not to jump on the band wagon or anything. I just feel like I have so many chances to be intimate with people, and I just pass them up.. Is that ok? Is there something wrong with me? Am I so afraid to be hurt that I am going to withstand a good time with someone I could actually someday care about. This is my delima.. Lisa likes boy... Not so sure how boy feels about Lisa. Boy is nice and sweet and funny. Boy knows what boy wants. Lisa knows what boy wants. Lisa was never attracted to boy, but as previously stated Lisa dreams about boy... So Lisa recently kissed boy. WOW. Lisa wanted boy but doesnt want to have one night stand with boy, and she doesnt want boy to think bad things of her. Lisa really doesnt want a relationship. Just someone to have concentual sex with anytime and not have sex with other people... that isnt wrong... is it? Boy has lisa's number, but didnt get it from lisa... boy has not called (lisa impatient). So i guess we will see if he calls... Feel free to tell me what u think!

Had a great night with cate. thanks for all the help you are always there to listen. i have no idea what i am going to do when u go back to school. I guess ill be using a LOT of phone minutes and gas!

In other news Christmas is like tomorrow. I am done christmas shopping THANK GOD, too bad i dont have someone to share it well. .Oh well all that brings is DRAMA... I hope the holidays are good and everyone gets what they want.. I know im getting what i want.. Thanks mom for the diamonds... :)

Also Im begining to wonder if everyone is right about an ex. Will he forgive and forget? I guess we will someday see... Ill keep u posted

Always.
Lisa
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
I don't know you but I ran into your blog and some things disturbed me.......i'm not leaving my e-mail so i can get flamed by you either, just use the comment section.

Just need to get laid....everyone is doing it? Even if your not trying to jump on the bandwagon that is the complete wrong way to go about life. Sex isn't about that....it's not just about the climax or it feeling good. What it is about is making someone feeling good because you care about them or love them. It's about showing them how much you love them. Thats the way it should be. Not wanting a relationship but wanting someone to exclusively have sex with is the wrong way to go about intimacy. Whats it going to be like when you want to get into a serious relationship but the guy is shunned off because of howerver many people you did "lay" even though your looking for one. It just sounds like you've done this before more than once by your attitude. I'm not trying to sound dorky or even conservative, but it seems like everyone that I know that ends up doing what you want to do, ends up in a sour situation because even if you try to make it "just sex", it's more than that. And if one side understands its "just sex" and wants nothing more while the other side develops feelings, it gets bad. When you eventually find the one person your supposed to marry, you just regret most or all people that you slept with before that, why add more to regret? If your really looking for someone like your previous stuff has been about I suggest you do one thing....be patient. Having sex isn't going to get you where you want to go, especially if it's not exclusive but even if it is outside of relationship worthy feelings while being exclusivel. What it will do is give you a whole lot of confusion. I hope this helped because thats all I was trying to do. Sorry if I upset you.