Uncertain

from JoeUser Forums
What do I have to say?
Is there anything left for me to tell?
What is it about today,
That has me in such mental hell?

My mind tends to wander,
About what will or could be,
And I find that I always land,
On the point of uncertainty.

From dawn to dusk I work and work,
And at night I drift to sleep.
However, the night is not silent,
For my worries tend to creep.

I think of the future,
I think of where I want to go.
Will I venture forward?
Will I go on with the show?

Perhaps, it’s not the place,
Or the future that worries me,
But the journey along the way,
Maybe that’s what I see.

Will I travel alone?
Or will I have a partner?
I could go on my own.
But I do enjoy company.

Some say not to worry,
That things will come and go,
But it nags me every day,
I suppose I just need to know.

~Zoo
poetry
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
I beleive that the feeling you are experiance is one of the most terrifying feelings to be experianced. To be alone, although terrifying, may be a feeling you need to experiance right now. Perhaps you need to establish a stronger sense of self and better self-confidence before you can be in a relationship. Is it 'forever' you are interested in or a quick fix? What can you live with and what will drive you insane? There are so many things that need to happen for a relationship to last. I really feel like I am babbeling now so I shall stop
Anyways it's something to think about.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!
S.C.
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
To be alone, although terrifying, may be a feeling you need to experiance right now.


Heh, heh...I've been alone for a good long time now. I'm a little sick of it, myself.

I'll be 20 next spring...I really need to start recruiting.

~Zoo
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Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
ZOO!!!! WRITE SOMETHING!!! IT'S BEEN FOREVER!!!
*sorry...I'm a little spazzy.
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
ZOO!!!! WRITE SOMETHING!!! IT'S BEEN FOREVER!!!


I am not a machine.

All I've been writing lately are these damn school papers...and I know you don't want to read about core-periphery relationships or the assimilation of Jews into American culture.

Thanks for being eager, though.

~Zoo
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
I know you don't want to read about core-periphery relationships or the assimilation of Jews into American culture.


You obviously don't know me well enough to make that assumption...I happen to ADORE that particular subject.
Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
I happen to ADORE that particular subject.


Actually those are two different subjects...geography and religion. I suppose you can enjoy them together...geographical religion, much like how Native American religions worked. "You can't have religion without dirt."

~Zoo
Reply #8 from JoeUser Forums Top
"You can't have religion without dirt."


Yes..but what exactly is SPAM made of?
Reply #9 from JoeUser Forums Top
Yes..but what exactly is SPAM made of?


Chopped pork shoulder meat with ham meat added.
Salt (for binding, flavour, and firmness)
Water (to help in mixing)
Sugar (for flavour)
Sodium Nitrite (for colour and as a preservative)

Link

If you want to know it, I can find it.

~Zoo
Reply #10 from JoeUser Forums Top
Chopped pork shoulder meat with ham meat added. Salt (for binding, flavour, and firmness) Water (to help in mixing) Sugar (for flavour) Sodium Nitrite (for colour and as a preservative)


Zoo, just for the record,if we ever meet in person I will kick you for that.
Btw, who ACTUALLY knows what is in SPAM and WHO ARE YOU!?!?!??! Oh, and how the heck do you know NS83?!?!?
Reply #11 from JoeUser Forums Top
Oh, and how the heck do you know NS83?!?!?


Well if his first name is Bryan with the 'y' and his last name is Jeffers than I know him.

WHO ARE YOU!?!?!??!


As for me...well, I'm just a humble student by the name of Shaun.

~Zoo
Reply #12 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well if his first name is Bryan with the 'y' and his last name is Jeffers than I know him.


That sounds about right lol. but HOW. Oh...wait. You went to Amanda Clearcreek. Issue solved: I am a genious.

As for me...well, I'm just a humble student by the name of Shaun.


Ah yes...humble. I should have known. And I gathered your name was Shaun. Shaun is the Irish spelling, are you Irish?
Reply #13 from JoeUser Forums Top
Shaun is the Irish spelling, are you Irish?


Nope, I'm Italian...well, at least 50%. The other half of me is most likely a myriad of different European heritages...but I go with Italian for all intents and purposes.


Now, how do YOU know Jeffers?

~Zoo
Reply #14 from JoeUser Forums Top
Now, how do YOU know Jeffers?


Ahh...ours is a long and complicated history. I have known him since he was this (.) big. You call him by his last name...why? He has an entire family of Jeffers...it could be very confusing.
Reply #15 from JoeUser Forums Top
I have known him since he was this (.) big


Since the blastula stage? Wow.

You call him by his last name...why? He has an entire family of Jeffers...it could be very confusing.


Well, I don't know, really...it just seems to fit. We call him Jeffers and with his brother we call him Jeffers Original. Chris we call, Jeffers Lite. Usually the parents don't come into play...but I believe a Mr. or Mrs. would be appropriate.

And that's how you make a potentially confusing situation not as potentially confusing.

~Zoo
Reply #16 from JoeUser Forums Top
zoo? yer 20 my youngster, of course you will find your mate. sheesh give it time son, finish the important stuff first, like school, get settled, your mate will find you as soon as you stop looking.
Reply #17 from JoeUser Forums Top
yer 20 my youngster


Heh...almost 20.

finish the important stuff first, like school, get settled,


Yeah...I'm going right down the list....everyone says things will work out. I hope ya'll are right.

~Zoo
Reply #18 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well, I don't know, really...it just seems to fit. We call him Jeffers and with his brother we call him Jeffers Original. Chris we call, Jeffers Lite. Usually the parents don't come into play...but I believe a Mr. or Mrs. would be appropriate.And that's how you make a potentially confusing situation not as potentially confusing.


You make my day a little brighter every time I log on, you know that?

Yeah...I'm going right down the list....everyone says things will work out. I hope ya'll are right.


However, don't for the perfect girl to fall into your lap, you have to get out there and let people know who you are. For every action, there's an equal and opposite reaction, but if you don't act, there can be no reaction...you see what I'm saying?
Reply #19 from JoeUser Forums Top
but if you don't act, there can be no reaction...you see what I'm saying?


You dare to question me about Newton's laws? For shame!

Everyone that I want knowing me, knows me...whether they care or not is up to them.


You make my day a little brighter every time I log on, you know that?


Well, that's what I do...I bring joy into people's lives...wee!

~Zoo
Reply #20 from JoeUser Forums Top
Well, that's what I do...I bring joy into people's lives...wee!


Oh yes...I have heard. May I say, that I have recently been informed about your influence in the corruption of Chris Jeffers and I have to say...I always knew something had to have happened to that kid. J/K lol!

Everyone that I want knowing me, knows me...whether they care or not is up to them.


Define in what context you used the word "know" in. For example, I know who you are...but I don't KNOW you...you see. If I know of you, but do't KNOW you, I am not getting the full effect of Zoo.
Reply #21 from JoeUser Forums Top
I always knew something had to have happened to that kid


He was halfway there when I found him.

I am not getting the full effect of Zoo.


Do you want the full effect of me?

~Zoo
Reply #22 from JoeUser Forums Top
How did I miss this?

Nice poem, man. And of that I'm certain.
Reply #23 from JoeUser Forums Top
Hey, this is a good piece, mate. I like it...
Reply #24 from JoeUser Forums Top
Do you want the full effect of me?


Well...I admit that last statement made me question myself on it lol!
Reply #25 from JoeUser Forums Top
Nice poem, man. And of that I'm certain. ...


Much appreciated, Roy.

Hey, this is a good piece, mate. I like it...


Thank ya, Maso.

Well...I admit that last statement made me question myself on it lol!


Haha!

~Zoo