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Hello! Great day here in Zhengzhou. Warm, sunny and very pleasant. Yes it is part of autumn and love it as well. The trees have not had the opportunity to change their color but give it time. In any event when they do they will surtey be great to see and enjoy. The street here where I work is filled with big strong trees but not sure just what kind. I love them anyway. Yes after they change color they will surely die. Pass away and give way for new ones in the spring.
Death is something that bothers me. Death is what I fear the most but yet death is something we all have to really face and understand as well. I do not want to die but know deep inside this body it will take place and I have to accept this pure cold fact. Outside of that I do not like it nor love it. I fear death as much as maybe fearing being born into something in which I have no control over at all. It is something that happens.
Death may come quick to sme creatures. I wonder about the small ones like flies, ants and other pesty bugs. They are creatures indeed but wonder if they know about this or how they handle it themselves. I wonder if they feel pain, get sick, have a hard time living in a world bigger than them. Is it possible that they can live for 50 years? I do not think so but they live a short time and others come in to take their place and the cycle of their lives go on. So what comes after this? One time as a kid i asked my science teacher about animals taking the plunge and wondered if when they die where do they go? Do they have feelings about things even though they are very small and do not fully understand what life is all about. I wonder if or actually when I croak what will happen and who will care.
I live alone no family here with me and not married. My concern or thinking has been what if... and what would happen to me when. No one will care really and just pass over me like a dead fly on the sidewalk. So what? My one sister just told me if you die good because I do not like you and I can get money from your insurance. Hahahahaha very funny I thought. I do not have it nor want it. A waste of money just to make some other jackass a little more richer. hmmmmm No thanks just take my body use what they can disect the remains and study me then cremate the remains and dump the ashes on the white house or even the IRS building since they always take people to the cleaners with high taxes. Not a bad idea really. It is a good one. Then I will feel more happier and continue to think.
Death is something that bothers me. Death is what I fear the most but yet death is something we all have to really face and understand as well. I do not want to die but know deep inside this body it will take place and I have to accept this pure cold fact. Outside of that I do not like it nor love it. I fear death as much as maybe fearing being born into something in which I have no control over at all. It is something that happens.
Death may come quick to sme creatures. I wonder about the small ones like flies, ants and other pesty bugs. They are creatures indeed but wonder if they know about this or how they handle it themselves. I wonder if they feel pain, get sick, have a hard time living in a world bigger than them. Is it possible that they can live for 50 years? I do not think so but they live a short time and others come in to take their place and the cycle of their lives go on. So what comes after this? One time as a kid i asked my science teacher about animals taking the plunge and wondered if when they die where do they go? Do they have feelings about things even though they are very small and do not fully understand what life is all about. I wonder if or actually when I croak what will happen and who will care.
I live alone no family here with me and not married. My concern or thinking has been what if... and what would happen to me when. No one will care really and just pass over me like a dead fly on the sidewalk. So what? My one sister just told me if you die good because I do not like you and I can get money from your insurance. Hahahahaha very funny I thought. I do not have it nor want it. A waste of money just to make some other jackass a little more richer. hmmmmm No thanks just take my body use what they can disect the remains and study me then cremate the remains and dump the ashes on the white house or even the IRS building since they always take people to the cleaners with high taxes. Not a bad idea really. It is a good one. Then I will feel more happier and continue to think.