primem0ver ....during the time you were currently subscribed you had continuous access to all the actual program installers associated with the subscription [and any updates during the same period].
As with anything purchased, whether online or bricks-and-mortar the vendor cannot be held/deemed responsible to replace something you yourself lose.
Such a situation is like wanting Time Magazine to replace all the editions you lost in a fire simply because you used to have a Subscription.
....it's also a lot to expect Time would retain copies of the editions which you might lose.
Yes, you can be 'really angry' - but that should be aimed at your motherboard.
I'd suggest renewing your subscription, and, before it expires download ALL of the program installers and store them 'off-site' [not on your OS hard drive, but an external solid state one] along with the reg key. That way you will be immune from further/similar issues....