It's been a while for me since I've been here. I haven't played Dark Avatar in quite some time. I believe I quit playing because the game got aggravating. And a while back my girlfriend asked me to install Civilization IV for her, and so I started playing THAT dreadful thing again. But now I'm at the point where I'm just wondering who exactly these games were targeted at. Certainly not me. It ocurred to me that I simply cannot grasp the appeal of this genre. You have to either be extremely smart (which I am not, and I suck at chess, so that should explain a lot), have an extreme amount of patience (of which I have little), or just like to be angry (which I do not) and want to smash your computer or your own face. I've played just about every type of game out there, and I can appreciate everything. Except 4x games. But I do like Starcraft. I guess.
But I want to like these games. I paid for them, afterall. And despite wanting to smash them on a regular basis, I keep coming back to them. I want to win. I want to get good. But it's just not happening. And I don't know how you guys put up with the frustration. Some of you probably don't even experience frustration because you're just too good to lose. I don't know. All I know is that I suck and I don't want to anymore. Maybe I'm destined to be a loser.
Well anyway, the Civilization IV forums aren't very helpful, so maybe someone here can help. Or not.